Monday, February 3, 2014

Changing shape

I spent a couple of days last week at a spa with a friend.  It was wonderful, of course!  I always enjoy drowning myself in the fancy showers and soaking in the various pools.  Got a great (and relaxing!) massage, but mostly had some great girl time with my friend.  Although we both agreed that the steam room there was very scary!  We went in once and decided that it was too terrifying when the steam came on!

I brought some supplies with me of course, but I only did one mandala during the trip.  After looking at all the carpets and architectural details in the hotel we stayed in, I decided to start playing with some different shapes than what I normally use in my drawings.   Nothing too exciting, just not the normal shapes I usually add as I go around the circle.   I was really happy with the results and did a second painting this morning.


One of the things I like about drawing mandalas is the way that it is repetitive and consistent.  I draw as meditation, not for end product.  So that means that sometimes my work is not quite perfect - I go past the ends of my lines, my hands shake and my curves are not perfect.  I certainly could use a compass and curve and ruler, but I like the energy that going freehand gives to my work and I think that's what makes it personal and mine.  I know there are a lot of amazing artists who do use tools or have a steadier hand and make more intricate and perfect work than mine.  And that's okay with me!  I think that whatever you create is so much better when it comes from within.


Speaking of meditation, I did A LOT of that during my trip.  So far my meditation practice has only involved drawing or painting.  Now I'm doing what most folks would call "real" meditation, with being mindful of my breathing and all that.  I'm liking it!  Though I find it really tough to keep my mind calm. I'm much calmer if I have something that uses my energy the way the drawing does, but I suppose that's not the point; drawing still involves some sort of thinking and decision making. But I am committed to giving it a go and making it a practice for awhile.  I'm gonna keep drawing and painting as well.